so I have been really thinking of leaving this site. everytime I come here I get pissed and angry at the population here. it's for a number of reasons.

when have we seen favorites by someone other than Klar, blackeri, augustc4, ursaluv, queenofdorks, or some other anime god? when It is someone who is not usually ont he favorites, oh, guess what, it's inu-yasha fanart. for the most "diverse" community for art I sure am seeing a lot of the same crap, and a lot of talentless hacks getting praised cause they do the same crap as everyone else.
some would tell me it's jealousy. of course, HAH! i'm so little so one really reads this journal except for my watchers...

anyway, Yes. IT'S JEALOUSY! I am jealous that since I didn't waste my time perfecting anime, I am not appreciated. I am Jealous that I spent three years on this site, and only have one percent the views that an anime artist who has been here a week gets. I am jealous that fanart gets more attention than real art. I am jealous that when good art is appreciated, it gets deleted cause someone complained about music from an artist being used....creationwarrior had a problem with this and a movie she spent a year on. and these dumbass flash animators spend a day...A FUCKING DAY on an animation, that's A fanart, and B, CRAPPY, gets more attention than anything does.

there are a lot of great people here. a lot of great artists. but the craze of popularity makes people ugly. It makes them disgusting excuses for human beings. and I personally do not want to become one of the deviant art slugs that spends their time here, just doing what everyone else does. I have a career in animation to consider, and If I waste my time here it'll all be for naught.

I am disturbed by the lack of creativity in this site. inu yasha is all I see, naruto, anime, BIG EYE JAPANESE WANNABE CRAP! people speakin it cause they have nothing better to do than sit at home and watch their box sets of anime, eat ramen, and copy what they see. I'd like to keep my brain, thanks.

so all in all, here is how it's going to be. I am either going to remake an account here, or I am simply going to move, and those who care can find me at
[link] under miyabita_cheetah, or they can email me about art, which you can reach me at gaharetebodwyn@msn.com
to those who wanted me to stay here, I am sorry. I just have better things to do than get angry at the artists here, which I can;t seem to help doing, anyway. it's like an f'ing disease it is.

so, I will keep this account and link to whereever I will be, but I am deleting everything but the page, and this journal entry.
so long. here's to three years wasted. cheers!

so...I have been thinking and meditating on a lot of things that I just...haven't been thinking of myself.

One of them is humans placing themselves in intelligence above animals.
It is mostly scientists and christians in my experience that say there are superior to animals; The christian reason is that we have a soul and free will, scientific it merely they are lacking certain nerve clusters int he brain, etc.

well...here is my view of the chrsitian view.
They hold themselves above animals, and say they are intelligent and better able tomake decisions. this is a sin.
Pride in the bible is a sin and placing yourself above any living thing is a sin. so to be a good chrisitan, you should accept that you are not above anything. this is just something I realized.

third...people and sheltering children from the world. this is such an old debate but I'll outline my views. Emma, my sister is very opinionated, smart and intelligent.
she is exposed to many things most parents would poo-poo, but she knows they are wrong. when you hold something back from a kid, they will later splurge, as it were, on these forbidden treasures. they will see them as something to look forward to. alcohol, sex. not to say you should let your kids drink and have sex, but not completely cover them. my little sister knows about all fo this and knows it's wrong because I showed her and she decided for herself. Here is the thing about freewill. we are given a choice to make, and people today want to take away that choice. THE GIFT GOD GAVE US. they want to make us pray in school, make us go to church, etc, and in doing so they ARE PLAYING GOD. this is specifically mentioned NOT to do this and people so totally ignore it.
yes, the bible does also say we need to help people, but this does not mean shelter them, ignore their views, and pretend there is no evil. there is. to know the evil you must avoid you must confront this evil so you better know to prepare yourself. if you hide from it, it will catch you, devour you whole. it happens to everyone. People who cannot see their faults are prideful, people who avoid drugs their whole life and disavow their existence will become addicted. yes the world is evil. he have to face that, not turn away from it.

so here is my angry typical rant.
FUCK ignoring the world
FUCK trying to pretend I am better
FUCK people who try and cover the eyes of others.

get a clue.

ON A LIGHTER NOTE.
thanks a lot,Drkiriko!
oh....and for some reason the actual deviations dun work. maybe that's cause I am not subcribed anymore. well those are the ending bits of the HTML to their prints.


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(if there is a pic in my gallery you'd like to see printed, let me know ^_^)

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Hey there! I joined a print circle!!! and as such, I bring you prints form that circle.

thanks a lot,Drkiriko!
oh....and for some reason the actual deviations dun work. maybe that's cause I am not subcribed anymore. well those are the ending bits of the HTML to their prints.


:thumb23065897: :shop 241942:
(if there is a pic in my gallery you'd like to see printed, let me know ^_^)

:shop 126903: :shop 133997: :shop 169447: :shop 143081: :shop 150010:

:shop 178294: :shop 232916: :shop 241067:

hey there!

I am going to create an online print community to boost peoples popularity and help some people out. this is only an experiment, so tell me what you all think.

I want to turn this account into an online print community. essentially you would show me your art and I would say, okay, you can post here and make prints. of course, I am not going to let any old person on here; this is something I would like to keep exclusive to talented artists who aren't already popular up the ass. so don't feel bad if you or a piece is rejected. it's nothing personal at all.

I am going to extend a few invitations out to a few of you that I watch or my friends. if this is an awful idea, tell me what you think. My only dillemma is keeping track of how much profit each person makes.

here are my proposals. you keep trakc of your own revenue, and I pay out accordingly. that would be the fair option.
the other option is what we would call communist here in capitolist america. we split all the money evenly, whether or not you have sold a piece. this would help some of us who don't get enough money and would be a smaller share for each person, and not keep everyone too high up or get arrogant and flood the account with their own art.

of course, I would let the person know they shouldn't hog the account. anyway, if you like this option, let me know. I'd like to know everyone's opinion, so tell me!
thanks!